I Miss You

I miss you.

I miss having the reassurance that if anything might happen to me, you're here and I can depend on you.

I miss visiting you at your restaurant. I miss the nights together where tell your stories with a glass of wine and some delicious tapas on the table. I miss knowing that if I happen to be near your place, there was a chance that I would see you working and talking to your customers.

Now, I can't even pass by your place without shedding a tear.

I miss you.

I miss that on every holiday occasions I never fail to receive a text from you giving your best wishes although it wasn't an event that we celebrated, but still, you send everyone you best wishes.

I miss you.

Thank YOU

I know I have been such a pain these past few months. I became less the person I was. I'm easily frustrated and agitated. I didn't mean to be difficult. I'm sorry for the things I put you through and the situations that you have to face unwillingly.

I appreciate the things that you coped up with me and not a second did I took you for granted. I am lucky to have someone who is patient with my selfish and tormenting ways these past few months.

I know I need to get out from this rut I'm in. I need to pull myself together and try to look ahead for once. I know I need to do this and I hope you'll be here with me through it all.

Do know that I am thankful for everything that you've done.

Why Can't I Forget..

There are things in life that I wish not to remember. There are those I wish I've never known.

People and even songs tell us that time will heal, but it seems to me that pain is timeless. It stays hidden inside and when it seeps through a small opening, that is when your whole world crumbled once again. The pain never goes away. It stays hibernated only to surface again and strike you where it hurts.

There are things I wish to forget and people I wish I hadn't known...