Waiting For The End - Linkin Park

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new...

It took me more than a week to finally find this song! I heard this song over on the radio and I really did not expect it's by Linkin Park. I tried to remember some of the keywords when I was listening to this song but I guess my memory is failing me. But boy was I glad when I heard this song again on the radio and lucky me I was on my laptop when I heard it, so I search in my trusted Google "all I wanna do is trade this life for something new" and walla~ the search result came up.. Waiting For The End - Linkin Park.

Lyrics:

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot, rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady, something empty's withing 'em
We say yeah
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so...

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And I don't even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending is starting again.

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot, rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady, something empty's withing 'em
We say yeah
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear

Christmas!

Santa Can You Hear Me?

I Have Been So Good This Year,
And All I Want Is One Thing,

(okay, the song stops here. I do not want only ONE thing.. >.<") ..................................................................................................

Christmas is just around the corner. Another 12 days to be precise. Gosh, how time flies eh?

So, since it's the season for giving and sharing, I would like to share with you my wishlist for this Christmas that you might want to be give me. *hint hint*

1. Canon EFS10-22mm f/3.5-4.5




This is a wide angle lens that would really make photography real fun. I never actually bothered having this lens until one day I found out what it could do! Imagine all the pictures that I can shoot with this baby. I would have a merry Christmas and a happy New Year indeed!


2. iPhone 4 32gb

I never really liked iPhones before although I've played with several times. But the new iPhone 4 is just too attractive! First time I held it in my hand, I knew it was meant for me! LOL!



3. MacBook Pro 13" 2.66Ghz

This is something I need. A new laptop. Why Mac? Well, just to compliment the above wishlist. Hahaha. Won't be complete if own an iPhone alone.

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Santa Can You Hear Me?
I Really Hope That You're On Your Way,
With Something Special For Me In Your Sleigh,
Oh Please Make My Wish Come True,
Santa Can You Hear Me?

The Invention of Lying

A few months ago I watched a movie titled The Invention of Lying. I never heard of it before until one day I was browsing the net for some good movies to watch. For me the movie was quite good. Not good, almost good. Haha.

Anyways, the movie was about a guy who was a loser in the movie invented the first lie. He was the only person in the world that could do that, and at some point his lies created chaos. The movie was fairly funny too, especially the parts where people said out loud what they were doing and thinking (since nobody could tell a lie).

Anyways, now it got me thinking.. Are there any good lies? I mean people always say "I didn't tell you because it's for your own good". But what the hell do they know about one's good. What makes them the judge of one's life? I just don't get it. If you lied to a stranger or any unknown source, I would understand, but lying to someone close to you? Lying to someone you're supposedly love and care? That I don't understand.

Being lied to is no fun at all, especially being lied right to the face. That's a big NO for me. I just somehow can sense when I am being lied to, and I always give chances to people to tell me the truth that I already know, just to know how far I can trust that person. My friend once told me to ask a person three times, and if their answer is still the same, then that is it. So, when I asked three times and they still lied to me, then from that moment on, I will never trust that person again.

Trust for me is something precious. Yes. Precious as in treasured and valued. It's not something that you can simply get, it's not something that comes freely. Trust is something you earn, something you get with a price, but of course the price I am talking about here is not with money, you can't buy trust with money. You need to prove yourself worthy of being trusted. You need to earn one's confidence in you for him/her to trust you.

My brother once told me "lie to me once and I will never trust you again". Sadly, I did lied to him and I when he found out, I was really ashamed and from then on he was not like how he was with me before. Did I regret lying to him? Yes, I did. But I know better now, I know how high trust is valued, and once you break the trust, you will never get it back.

Because of that, today I too see things like how he sees. Once someone lies to me, I will never trust that person again, but unlike him, I ask three times, not once (being more lenient and fair) LOL! >.<"

Bali - after half a year

Bali - I miss this place. It's been almost a year, but the memories and experiences of being there is still fresh in my mind.

The food there is just heavenly and cheap! Looking back at the pictures stored somewhere in my hard disc makes me wanna fly there and get me some of those juicy, finger-lickin' pork ribs!

At the airport waiting for the flight. Meal on the plane (nasi briyani). Mini Spritzer. A picture of the Moon on the way to Bali~

First meal in Bali with the famous Teh Botol and first beer in Bali >.<"

Our morning at Kuta Beach. Love the scenery. People are 'too' friendly which was too scary T_T

Lunch at Ubud. Had the famous Ibu Oka sucking Pig. IT WAS HEAVENLY! The place was fully packed! I'm so gonna have this again ~.~

Monkey Forest at Ubud. Saw a monkey attacking a Caucasian guy live! Was too numb to take a picture of it tho. It was an interesting experience..and eerie too >.<"

Dinner at.. gosh, I forgot the name of the place. It's somewhere in Ubud. The best pork ribs! JUICY and tho it was totally impossible for me to stuff it in, but at last I managed to do so.. Nike's 'Nothing is Impossible' is true, LOL!

Lunch at Bebek Bengil, Ubud. The bebek bengil was too dry for my liking. But the pork ribs were just too delicious to describe!

Ubud Town

Unstoppable

The first time I heard of this movie was when my friend said;

'You want to watch a movie? Something called unstoppable - free.'
'Free?'
'Yeah. My friend got extra 2 tickets for the premier screening from The Star'
'Sure'

Free. The magic word that one should not pass up on. LOL

When the movie started, my friend whispered 'Someone told me this is a funny movie'.
Because of that few words, I was waiting for the funny part until at one point I realized that this movie was anything but funny!

The movie is about a train that was carelessly handled by two idiots which resulted the train to barrel down the tracks completely unmanned. Not only it is unmanned, it was also carrying deadly chemicals and could explode a whole city if it was unable to be stopped by the time it reached Stanton.

There were lots of suspenseful parts in the movie and at one point I believed I closed my eyes not wanting to see what happened next >.<" But in all the suspense, there were also parts where you just feel touched and couldn't control your tears. I just love Denzel Washington!!

For those who love train thriller movies, I would recommend this movie. I give it a 4/5.

My Silver8 Experience

Silver8 is a body conditioning product that has just been launched on the 31st of October by SAB Company.

This product is suitable to be taken by EVERYONE, doesn't matter if you are a child, a teenager, an adult or an elderly person. It doesn't even matter if you're under-weight, normal-weight, over-weight or obese! This product is absolutely for EVERYONE because everybody wants to have the perfect body.

I've been taking this product for 6 days now, and although my BMI is in the normal-weight range, I take this product to condition my body because I have some extra skin on my arms and tummy that I've been trying to get rid of but never succeeded.

Anyways, after 6 days taking this product with some light exercise I feel as if I'm in the sauna all day long. My body feels hot and I sweat like a horse! This is due to the increased in metabolism rate and the fat being burned.

I also noticed that my arms are firmer and a little bit tucked-in compared to before. It's amazing to see that in only six days you can feel the difference! I am aiming to get the perfect body with this product, because it's patented ingredient, the QUATROC is just truly amazing!

The best part that I like about this product is that you can continue eating like normal and continue eating your favourite food without feeling guilty of putting on weight, because you won't! That's the best thing about this product that I feel. I eat my favourite food and still can lose weight! How great is that??!

For more info on this product, CLICK HERE

Dinner @ Hakka Village, Seri Kembangan

Been meaning to go and try this place for a long time, and last month we got the chance to go and try this place.

The place was okay, not really full and not really empty. We ordered the signature dish, which was the crab in the rice (no idea what it is called) but the crab was nice and the rice was nice too, only missing was salted fish, ahh.. I love salted fish with fried rice ^_^"

Anyways, we ordered pork in yam, a vegetable, a fu gua soup and tofu. The food was okay, not as I expected actually. The price was reasonable enough I think, I forgot how much it all costs, but I remembered I did not complained about the price, so I guess it was not ridiculously expensive for such meals.

Dinner @ La Bodega, Bangsar

Another La Bodega dinner. I just love this place. The food is great, the atmosphere is fantastic and the wine is superb!

I am a fan of this authentic Spanish tapas bar; La Bodega - tapas y vinos.

I would strongly recommend the house specialty which is the Chuletas de cordero a'la parrilla. But too bad I did not take a picture of the scrumptious Chuletas, since I was too busy savouring every bit of it >.<"

Can't wait for my next La Bodega visit!

Lunch @ San Francisco Steakhouse - KLCC

Ah, I almost forgot about these pictures. We saw the lunch set promotion few days before and we just had to try it! I just saw these pictures in some of my folders and I thought of posting some of them.

There were ten sets to choose from, but we tried only three that we felt was worth it.

Grilled Fish

Grilled white perch fillet with lemon butter sauce. served with baked pilaf rice and garlic broccoli

Grilled Leg Of Lamb
Grilled Australian lam leg. served with garden salad. mashed potatoes and bearnaise sauce

Beef Paillard
Grilled thin beef served with salad and mashed potatoes

The potions were small, but nobody complained much 'cause overall the place is a nice place to hangout with friends and although the service was not so good on the day we went, we still had a good time chit-chatting and cam-whoring and ended up spending 2-hours there.

I wouldn't mind going there for the second time for the lunch set and maybe next time I'll try the poultry instead >.<"

The Band Perry - If I Die Young (lyrics)

If I do die young....

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with You when she stands under my colors..

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

oh oh oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with You when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even gray, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into Your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boots and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

oh oh

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
So put on your best boots and I’ll wear my pearls

Dear Laughing Doubters with lyrics

What a morning
Made to order
What a rainbow
We'll go there someday

See that blue sky
Knows no limits
That's why the clouds stay away

It's so easy predicting the way
People shrug in surprise
When they hear what I say

Hear laughing doubters
I'm laughing louder
I don't really care

There's a song in my ear
I've been hearing for years
Somehow it always appears

(whistling)

What a way to
Spend the day you
Can't turn a corner
Without making friends

Every second
Life gets better
I don't know where it will end

It's so easy to know what they'll say
When i walk through the streets almost every day

Dear laughing doubters
I'm laughing louder
I don't really care

There's a song in my ear
I've been hearing for years
Somehow it always appears

Dear laughing doubters
I'm laughing louder
Why should I care

There's a song in my ear
I've been hearing for years
Somehow it always appears

(whistling)

What Business is Blooming Now?

A few years back in 1908, it was Henry Ford's Model T that launched the trillion-dollar automobile industry. While in 1981, IBM's PC launched the trillion-dollar personal computer industry. This industry grew so fast that PC sales surpassed U.S auto sales in only ten years.[1]

You might be wondering which industry today that has same impact as the personal computer industry or maybe better. It has arrived. For the last two years people are actively talking about it. It hit the world like a giant tsunami. In 2008 alone, consumer spent $600 billion on it and it was expected then to increase to trillion dollars in the next 5 years - and you can be part of it!

People nowadays are more conscious about their health, their wellness and their beauty as compared to ten years ago. Many are beginning to realize the importance of good nutrition and exercise. Nowadays, people are looking for ways to stay healthy and young. You'd be surprise how much people would spend just to delay the aging process.

Due to these health trends, billions of dollars are spent annually by consumers on nutritional supplements and wellness products in search of prevention and relief of symptoms of diseases as well as aging. In order to feel good, look good, stay young and healthy, consumers are looking for more and more quality products.

As a result, the wellness revolution has began; the birth of the new trillion-dollar industry - the Health and Wellness Industry.

Due to increasing demand on the health and wellness products, there's a huge financial opportunity in store for supply and trading entrepreneurs.

People just like you are cashing in on the billions of dollars being spent by consumers on health-promoting products. What if you could also make money helping people promote wellness and prevent diseases? Would that interest you?

The wellness revolution is just getting started. There's still time to get in on the ground floor and make your fortune in the health and wellness industry. In the coming years, this business can offer even greater financial opportunities for entrepreneurs.

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Iyaz - So Big (with lyrics)

I came across this song my accident. I was searching for other songs, but this one popped up. Got to listen to it, and I liked it. Another song that I find quite interesting.

Well it's done know it's ya boy IYAZ "J.R" Rotem
Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is(So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

Now wit' a girl like u, nothing u can do
But give the whole world to her 24-7
When she looking so sweet that kind of body
You dont mind spending all of your time..time..time
And its not that you were asking me for nothing
I just wanna show you how deep my love is

cause with them girls before
i wasnt feeling so, Gone!
But wit' ya girl
i'm losing control..yo!

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
Spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my Love for you is(So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

Now wit' a girl like you,
I don't care who,
Passes my way,
Rhianna or Beyonce,
Could holla at me,
It doesn't mean a thing,
Nothing compares to the joy you bring.

them girls can go,
i wasnt feel so calm
But wit' ya girl
i'm losing control..yo!

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

I want to do it (So Big)
Cause girl we are (So Big)
Let's pop them bottles(So Big)
Like superstarsz (So Big)
We takin' over (So Big)
We got that Love (So Big)
Let's make it global (So Big)
Let's blow it up (So Big)

Ohhhh...woahh...oahhhh

If this is real love,
Then I didn't know before,
She gotchya boy,
Doin' crazy thing that I never thought i'd ever do,

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

My heart is...
For You, For You, For You
My Love is...
For You, For You, For You
My heart is...
For You, For You, For You
My Love is...
For You, For You, For You

So Big.

Your Ticket to Success

Dear Friends,

I hereby introduce you a great opportunity that I believe nobody should ever miss out on.
This rare chance of gold is a ticket to success.

- This golden ticket has changed the lives of many, including mine.
- It will mould you into becoming a 'somebody'.
- It offers you the life of your dream regardless of your background.
- It's the golden ticket that you will never regret of grabbing today!

Join us at out at our Seminar, and I promise that you will see a light at the end of the tunnel, hopes that you never knew existed and a whole bunch of opportunities for grabs!

* To succeed is a personal choice. Nobody can force you. It all depends on how badly you want to be successful.

* Opportunity is a gift that comes to you in whatever form it may be.

Success comes to those who grab the opportunity and act on it immediately.

Seminar Details

Date: 31st October 2010

Time: 2.30 pm till 6.30 pm
Venue: Crown Hotel, Petaling Jaya

*For tickets enquiries, contact me at 012-933 2530.

3 Days After Fibrena

I'm currently trying another product by Esabee Pte Ltd (same company as Eumora) which is a fibre drink - Fibrena. It sounds like Ribena and it tastes like one too, hehe..

When I first open the sachet I wasn't expecting green powder at all, so I was kinda thinking twice whether to consume it or not. After adding chilled water n shaking the drink in a shaker, I was surprised for the second time - the drink turned into pinkish colour!

When I consumed the drink, it kinda tastes like ribena, it's like drinking some kind of juice. I drank the first sachet early in the morning with an empty stomach and after 30 minutes or so, I had my breakfast and then I had my lunch n dinner then I slept.

I am suppose to drink it twice a day - the first thing i drink after waking up and the last thing I drink before bed. But I wanted to see the effect if I drink only once a day.

Anyways, the next day I woke up kinda late and I went to the toilet after 30 minutes of waking up. I usually had a hard time getting my business done, but that day, I just sat and it came out smoothly, I looked in the bowl before flushing - it floats! After finishing, I drank the Fibrena again before my breakfast and after an hour or so, another call from nature =_=".

Today is my third day consuming the drink and this morning, I'm happy to report that it's another smooth floater.. hehehe :D

So, what's the thing with 'floater' and 'sinker' anyway?? Well, normal stools are about 75% water. Fibre in your diet holds onto water, making stool soft as toothpaste. This signifies a healthy stool. Years ago in the Saturday Night Post magazine, there was an article about the importance of having poop the floats - and it's still true. If your poop doesn't float, you're not getting enough fibre in your diet.

So, why is it important for us to know our poop?? Here's why..

Perfect Poop - A bulky stool that is as soft as toothpaste and floats is the perfect poop.

It has many health advantages, and fibre is the key to it all:

* soft stools pass through the colon more easily and quickly that those that are hard as rocks

* there is less straining therefore less chance of getting diverticulitis (small colon hernias) and decreased risk of hemorrhoids

* high fiber diets lower blood cholesterol and fight obesity - keeping thin reduces risk of diabetes, high blood pressure and heart disease

* fiber contains vitamins and minerals, but has few calories - it fills up the stomach and reduces the hunger reflex

source

So, the next time you poop, make sure it floats.. :D (I wanted to put my perfect stool pics here but that would be too gross.. =_=")

A Month after Eumora

After a month using the Eumora Facial Bar, I discovered that the scar I had on my cheek due to my brother's action is barely visible! I used to being asked by my friends "why do you have a 'V' letter on your cheek?" and "your cheek have a 'divide' symbol!".

YES. I did, I repeat I DID have the V letter and the divide symbol on my cheeks, but after a month using the facial bar, I can barely notice them. I just realized it today actually because I was looking at the mirror and I felt weird cos there were some things missing. Those two things were missing from my face!!

I was really surprised because I've been living with the scar since I was 5 years old. On the 20th year, it was barely noticeable. LOL! Well, that's my exciting news for the day. I hope to see more surprises with this facial bar.

Opportunity

Lately I've been focusing on my business and so far it's been good and satisfactory. This is the first business that I really put my 110% effort on, and I'm glad that I took the decision to join in the first place.

Tho the first few weeks were slow and non-progressing, but as time passes, with friends' and clients' positive feedback, I was able to get my business going at the pace I hoped for. I did not expect to see back my capital the first few months, but within less than a month, I got back my capital with some extra profit. I was really happy that I tried to roll back in my capital and again, I got them back along with the profit in just a few weeks. As time passes, the business gets better.

But sadly, many of my friends whom I approached ran the 100m sprint the instant I talked about making money. It's not that I want to take their money for my own usage. I know how hard to earn money. I know how stress a person could be when they got cheated and lost a large sum of money. For the last few months before I got to know this business, I worked my ass off just to get a RM 800++ pay per month. I paid my rent, my bills and spend on food and transportation, what's left at the end of the month was ZERO and sometimes, NEGATIVE.

I've experienced what hard-earned cash means, I work on my project 9am to 5pm then I go for part-time jobs at night on weekdays, and on weekends I go out working. Everyday I was tired, grumpy and stressed out. I have no time to go out and meet up with friends. Even my friends that came all the way from Russia I did not manage to go out and meet up for yam cha because of my commitment to my work.

With no more scholarship offered and with just RM800++ pay per month, I find it hard to survive on my own, what more in a big city as Kuala Lumpur. When the opportunity to join the business came to me, I was as skeptical as usual. It took me weeks to think about it because I did not have extra money to spend on it. At first I shared with my friend to start the business because deep down in me, I see the potential of the business and I did not want to miss that opportunity.

With my money all invested in the business, I honestly did not have a cent to pay my bills and rent for the month. I was scared, nervous and stressed. But, deep down I was confident that I can get them back, and more. Before the month ended, I managed to triple up what I invested on and rolled in back the capital and I managed to get more profit from then on.

In my previous post, I talked about 'good things are meant to be shared', in this post, I would still want to emphasize how strong that quote is to me - my principle in life. I still do not understand those who want to earn money, willing to work their ass off for a mere rm 80/day for just a week, and find another part time job the next month, but they are not willing to listen to an opportunity that is in front of them. What's more, they think it's a scam or something like that.

Everyone who wants money started with no money in their savings. It's up to that person to take the step to change his life. I too had no money to start off this business, I used my rental n bills money to start it and because I want to have more money, I invested in this business and now I see the profit and how grateful I am today that I made the right choice.

I read a book called "The Key" by Joe Vitale, what attracted my attention was 'The Universe likes speed'. From now on, I'm gonna grab any good opportunities that comes my way a.s.a.p and let nothing be an excuse for me not to grab it. I believe that we are responsible to how we want our life to be. It's only a matter of willingness. If we are willing to change ourselves.

October - I've lost track of time

Another new month is here, and I didn't even realized when it started. I'm suppose to be doing my work and finish them by this month end, but from the looks of it, I can't finish them on time.

I've lost my interest in my work, sigh.. I was really excited when I got a positive result from the experiments, but now, all that excitement, all that fervour just disappeared like that - into thin air.

Agrrrhhh! I need them back!!

A friend told me 'Don't let you mood control you'. I guess she was right.. I need to change. I need to force myself to finish up what I started although I feel rotten that day. Need to focus on my work more.

I wish I could be those people who bury themselves with tons of works to make themselves occupied and not think of other things. I wish..

Good Things are Meant to be Shared

Up till now, I still believe in the above quote. Any sane person would never want to share a bad thing unless he/she did not know it was a bad thing to start with. But if one heard or used a good thing, it's in their nature to tell people about it.

I am like that as well, I get so excited after I tried something new and it happened to be nice. Even when an article is good, you tend to click the 'like' button or the 'share' button because you want to share the information with people you think who would benefit from it.

If I intended to lie to you or to trick you into joining something that may cause you harm or even maybe death (who knows), then by all means I deserved to be talked about in a bad way or even to be cursed upon for my selfish and thoughtless acts. But all I was thinking was how I could help you. I never forced you to do anything except for showing some support and in return you will gain priceless information and maybe it could help you change your ways a bit, to be a better person.

But who are you to talk about something that you do not even understand? What input or knowledge do you have on this thing that suddenly makes you an expert in telling people what is it all about when you yourself never been or attended the seminar yourself? If you don't want to give yourself a chance then that's fine, but why discourage others from giving themselves chances in their life?

Anyways, if you think my influence on you is bad, every messages I convey to you are lies and every good intentions I have in mind are corrupted intentions, then I have nothing more to say, except that I hope you all the happiness and contentment you deserved from your daily prosaic, mundane and never-changing life.

Eumora Bar- The Miracle Facial Bar

One week ago was the first time I heard of 'EUMORA'. I was given a flyer at a carnival and I didn't even bothered to read it. I just hold the flyer in my hand along with other flyers I received from the carnival. I was browsing around and busy taking pictures when suddenly I saw a booth where people were sitting and having their faces washed for free. After a few minutes discussing with my friend, I decided I might as well go for the facial wash since I was feeling sticky and it's FREE some more.

After three minutes of the wash (half-face wash) the promoter pointed out the difference between the side that was washed with Eumora facial bar with the one that was not washed. I wasn't actually expecting anything from the 3-minute wash, but to my surprise, on the washed side my laughing line was shorter, my eye bag was gone and my face felt lighter, softer and refreshed(glowing). Being a skeptic that I am, I did not plan to buy the bar since it was expensive! RM 95 for a small facial bar?? I said to myself. But being the polite person that I am (lol) I just said to the promoter;

"I'll look around first, I'll be back later". But I did not plan to do so >.<'' After walking around the carnival, stopping at every booth and squeezing pass people and sweating like a horse, my friend said; "Your face on the washed side looked glowing and cleaner."
"What about the other side?"
"It looks kinda oily and tired"
"Haa.. so much difference aa? But it's more that 1 hour ago since the wash"
"Yaa.. can see difference"

It took me another hour of roaming and thinking before I finally decided to buy the facial bar at RM 95. I did so after doing some calculations and since I don't need to apply any toner, moisturizer and sunblock after using this bar, I can save a few ringgit by buying this all-in-one product.

That night I gave a friend of mine to try this product, and she was so excited after using it because after the long worry about the milia under her eye, after just one application of the facial bar, the milia became smaller - ONE APPLICATION! We were so excited that we told another friend about the product and when she tried, her black head and white heads came out and her face became fairer and glowing.

So far, five of my friends have tried this product and each one of them is satisfied with the result. I am actually excited with this product and that is why I am sharing this information with those who are not sure or indecisive about this product and with those who are skeptical about it as I was. I believe that good things are meant to be shared, so as a friend, I am sharing this good 'thing' with all of you out there.

Below are the benefits of Eumora Facial Bar excerpted from its website.

Eumora Bar: Moor & Hma Factor - the perfect combination from Europe.

Moor - Discovered in the 16th century, Moor is famous for its therapeutic and rejuvenating qualities across Europe. Detoxifies, purifies and revitalizes the skin.

Hma - A unique concentration of natural ingredients, extracted from the essence of organic Microalgae in bio-energized nano particles. High anti-oxidants, vitamins and minerals. Hydrates the skin.

Benefits of Eumora?

Natural & Safe

- consists of 95% active ingredients
- suitable for all skin types
- heals from 'inside out' (SkinHealth)
- consists >700 herbs & flowers

Save Time & Money

- simple & effective application method
- only 90 cents per usage
- no more cleanser, toner, sunblock, whitener, shampoo, deodorant...

Treats the following:

(for more info click here)

The bar is very safe and is chemical free. Eumora has been approved by authorities in Singapore and Malaysia and complies with the HALAL requirements.


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When Did September Start?

Goodness gracious! It's September!!! I didn't even realized it's September already. How time flies without us realizing. Another few months, it'll be the end of the year. Another year wasted without achieving any of my 'New Year's Resolutions'.

If I remembered it correctly, my list-of-things-to achieve-in-2010 were;

i) Finish my project
2) Get MONEY $$
3) Work
4) Make at least two new friends
5) Be matured

I think there were more than 10 resolutions I set for this year, but it seemed that non were achieved. Well, looking at the positive side, I still have a few months left to work my ass off to achieve at least two of the above.

Thinking of how soon the year would end, I suddenly realized how soon it'll be for me to add another digit to my age.. =__="

As good as dead as Einstein puts it

*sigh*

It's been hard for me these few days, weeks, months, I don't know.. I've lost count since when I felt so weak and helpless. Damn, I feel SO OLD! I feel like I've aged for over 50 years. *sigh*

Yes, another sigh to life. A friend told me that the more I sighed, the older I'll become. And what was my reply? SIiiiGH~

There was a point in my life where it was as if time stopped and even though how hard I tried to reason with things, I did not see the point, the purpose to anything.
Things I once believed in became the things I doubt the most. Things I've always hoped for became nothing more than a deserted desire. Things that were once the priority in my life became things that are now insignificant.

It feels as if I am living in an empty body. A soulless body one may call it. Einstein once said "He who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed". But... my eyes are opened..and yet I no longer pause to wonder nor do I rapt in awe.. Yes, you saw it coming - another sigh, *sighhhh*

Somewhere some time ago the rate of my vigorousness in life depleted with a negative velocity with a really sharp gradient. Ah~ I'm being 'physical' now, haha! Ermm, a laugh for a lame joke; I should shoot myself now for that. >.<" *sigh* I need a HOLIDAY!! I need to rejuvenate myself. I need to boost myself up again! I need to empty this over-burdened head of mine. I need Bali, I need Paris, I need California Gurls, -we're unforgettable; Daisy Dukes bikinis on top~ I need... I need money, moolah, the green stuff $$$ to go on holidays.. T_T

*SIGH*

As hard as I am trying to find a reason to look forward to in life, (well I guess I should lower the scale a bit to 'tomorrow') - I see a vast field of nothingness...

....

A Long and Stressing Week

The month of August started off badly for me, and it continued to be a stressing week that drained every bit of energy in me. I wonder why this week is particularly bad for me, it is as if I am damned - cursed to have a rotten, stressing and wearying August. It must be in the stars, I wonder what does my August horoscope says.

Horoscope 1:

"The month begins with a feeling of harmony and balance and you are feeling a bit more confident about your financial circumstances. (That is so not true! begins with a feeling of harmony and balance?? My August began with a feeling of stress and imbalance. Confident about my financial circumstances? You are WAY OFF on that one, mister) You feel at ease expressing your deeper feelings to loved ones too. However as the month moves forward the possibility of some tension between your work and domestic life increases, (it began in the beginning of the month, not as the month moves forward) but any challenges you face could be a positive way of clearing the air and therefore making progress in both these areas. If the tension in the air does boil over you can be consoled by the fact that it's all a storm in a tea cup and will settle soon.(I do hope all of them are merely a storm in a teacup)"

Horoscope 2:

"August 2010 would be a positive month, although you will experience your share of hurdles. You still have to remain conscious about what you speak and write. Period beyond 1st August 2010 is quite unreliable as you could end up writing or speaking things which could create controversies (I think this just happened, due to my 'stupiak' application). You also would need to be careful of your position. If you hold any position in trust, please ensure you don't breach the trust.

Expenses will continue to gallop and you should refrain from adding new expenses to your existing burden (*gulp* continue to gallop? sigh.. I think I've got the answer for the question that's been bothering me.). Passions would run high too, which lead to some chances of error in judgment. Be careful and remain within social parameters.

Work environment would be positive, although you will end up working very hard during this time (yes! my work environment IS positive now, the air-conditioner has finally been repaired. Yeah, work load has increased this month, sigh). An element of trust would be missing at times and that could become the basis of issues at times. Money and Finances will be positive (I'm hoping and praying for this to be true!). The level of expenses would remain unrealistic but your income and accruals will outstrip the expenses, creating an impression of abundance during this time (still hoping and praying). Inflows from overseas sources would be good too (hurm..overseas sources? inflows? *on the knees praying* LOL)

First half of the month would be better than the second half of the month (so not looking forward to that...)."

So, that's basically what my horoscope is for the month of August. Supposedly this month will be good for me, but.. sigh.. I guess I'll just hope and pray hard for the 'Money and Finances will be positive' part, >.<"

王力宏 - 柴米油鹽醬醋茶 (Wang Lee Hom - Chai Mi You Yan Jiang Cu Cha)

This would be the first Chinese song that I post. I first heard it in the car and since I've no idea what he was singing about, I tried to memorize a phrase or two for me to Google it cause I like the music. But being Chinese-handicapped, I could only understand 'ni', 'wo', and.... well, that's about it. So, my arduous effort to even memorize a word or two was of no avail. *sigh*

My friend then explained some of the words he was singing;

"something about what you want to be when you grow up, big blue airplane and when I've grown up, what I want.. erk, something like that la"

"Ooo" A song about a big blue airplane? Hmm~ sounds .... >.<

I then Googled "Wang Lee Hom lyrics grow up, big blue airplane" then I managed to get the song, hehe. It's his new song which was released on July 12th 2010. I can't get enough of the song, it's a relaxing and meaningful song. And though at first I was unsure about the-big-blue-airplane song, but after reading its translation, I fell in love with the song even more.

柴米油鹽醬醋茶 comes from an old idiom that roughly translates as "The Daily Necessities of Life"

小時候 你想要什麽
Xiao shi hou ni xiang yao shen me
When you were young, what did you want
我 要一臺大大藍色的飛機
Wo yao yi tai da da lan se de fei ji
I wanted a really big blue airplane
帶我環遊世界
Dai wo huan you shi jie
To take me around the world
到地球每一個角落
Dao di qiu mei yi ge jiao luo
To every corner of the globe
在藍天白雲中穿梭
Zai lan tian bai yun zhong chuan suo
Traveling back and forth among the white clouds in the blue sky

而長大以後 我想要什麽
Er zhang da yi hou wo xiang yao shen me
And after I grew up, what did I want?
我要一臺小 小紅色答錄機
Wo yao yi tai xiao xiao hong se da lu ji
I wanted a small red answering machine
和你一起錄下
He ni yi qi lu xia
So I could record with you

喂 我們現在不在家
Wei wo men xian zai bu zai jia
"Hello, we are not home at the moment"
藍色變成紅色因為你
Lan se bian cheng hong se yin wei ni
Blue became red because of you

柴米油鹽醬醋茶
Cai mi you yan jiang chu cha
Firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
Yi dian yi di dou shi xing fu zai fa ya
Each and every drop is a bud of happiness growing
月 兒彎彎愛的傻
Yue er wan wan ai de sha
A crescent moon, a foolish love
有了你什麽都不差
You le ni shen me dou bu cha
I already have everything when I have you

小時候 你想要什麽
Xiao shi hou ni xiang yao shen me
When you were young, what did you want?
我要一臺大大藍色的飛機
Wo yao yi tai da da lan se de fei ji
I wanted a really big blue airplane
帶我環遊世界
Dai wo huan you shi jie
To take me around the world
到地球每一個角落
Dao di qiu mei yi ge jiao luo
To every corner of the globe
在 藍天白雲中穿梭
Zai lan tian bai yun zhong chuan suo
Traveling back and forth among the white clouds in the blue sky

哦 長大以後 我想要什麽
O zhang da yi hou wo xiang yao shen me
Oh, After I grew up, what did I want?
我要一臺小小紅色答錄機
Wo yao yi tai xiao xiao hong da lu ji
I wanted a small red answering machine
和你一起錄下
He ni yi qi lu xia
So I could record with you
喂 我們現在不在家
Wei wo men xian zai bu zai jia
"Hello, we are not home at the moment"
藍色變 成紅色因為你
Lan se bian cheng hong se yin wei ni
Blue became red because of you

柴米油鹽醬醋茶
Cai mi you yan jiang chu cha
Firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
Yi dian yi di dou shi xing fu zai fa ya
Each and every drop is a bud of happiness growing
月兒彎彎愛的傻
Yue er wan wan ai de sha
A crescent moon, a foolish love
有了你什麽都不差
You le ni shen me dou bu cha
I already have everything when I have you

給你快樂無論白天黑夜
Gei ni kuai le wu lun bai tian hei ye
Making you happy whether it's day or night
握 緊雙手就算刮風下雨
Wo jing shuang shou jiu suan gua feng xia yu
Grasping both your hands tightly even in wind and rain
我就是要你
Wo jiu shi yao ni
I only want you
要你待在我身邊
Yao ni dai zai wo shen bian
Want you to stay by my side
保護你直到永遠
Bao hu ni zhi dao yong yuan
Protecting you until the end of time

柴米油鹽醬醋茶
Cai mi you yan jiang chu cha
Firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
Yi dian yi di dou shi xing fu zai fa ya
Each and every drop is a bud of happiness growing
月兒 彎彎愛的傻
Yue er wan wan ai de sha
A crescent moon shines, a foolish love
有了你什麽都不差
You le ni shen me dou bu cha
I already have everything when I have you

月兒彎彎愛的傻
Yue er wan wan ai de sha
A crescent moon, a foolish love
沒有一個理由
Mei you yi ge li you
There is no reason
活的那麽復雜
Huo de na me fu za
To live a complicated life
有了你什麽都不差
You le ni shen me dou bu cha
I already have everything when I have you

(lyrics source: http://sunset2712.blogspot.com)

Sheila On 7 - Yang Terlewatkan

Shiela On 7 - the first Indonesian band that I listened to and fell in love instantly. I loved them then and still do now. Personally, for me, they are the best Indonesian band. I do listen toother bands such as Nidji, Ungu, Padi, Kerispatih and etc, but I still find SO7 is just way out of their league. LOL >.<

dimana kau selama ini
bidadari yang ku nanti
kenapa baru sekarang
kita dipertemukan
sesal kan tiada arti
karna semua tlah terjadi
kini kau tlah menjalani, du du du du du
sisa hidup dengannya

reff:
mungkin salahku melewatkanmu
tak mencarimu sepenuh hati
maafkan aku
kesalahanku melewatkanmu
hingga kau kini dengan yang lain
maafkan aku

jika berulang kembali
kau tak akan terlewati
segenap hati ku cari, du du du du du
dimana kau berada

repeat reff

walau ku terlambat
kau tetap yang terhebat
melihatmu, mendengarmu
kau lah yang terhebat

The MOD Musical SHOUT!

Well, you know you make me wanna' (Shout!)
Kick my heels up and (Shout!)
Throw my hands up and (Shout!)
Throw my head back and (Shout!)
Come on now (Shout!)
Don't forget to say you will
Don't forget to say yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah!

I got the chance to watch SHOUT! last night with friends at KLPac (Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Center). SHOUT! is the mod musical magazine that brings back the beautiful birds and smashing sounds that made England swing in the 60's.

I wasn't sure what to expect out of this show at first 'cause songs from the 60's are just classic and I wasn't sure if the casts were able to pull it off. But to my amazement, the show was superb! I did not took my eyes off the show even for a second! All of us were laughing, cheering and we just loved the whole act!

Thanks to our friend Nikki, we got the chance to watch the show and we surely had a blast watching her perform as the yellow girl. She was amazing! I love her singing and her ever-famous whistle register that never fails to give you goose-bumps! Ning Baizura was the orange girl and she was also amazing with her vocals and her acting. I just love watching her. The red girl (Shanel Shanty) never fails to make the audience laugh with her awkward and naive character, I just adore her!! The blue girl (Tisha Zarina) reminds me of my friend, LOL! Skin care, branded make-ups and blessed by the Gods - gorgeous! Another cast that roared the hall was the slutty green girl (Tria Aziz). I believe she is my favourite next to the red girl, I love her character and she really brought her character to life! Everyone just can't stop laughing every time these two are on the stage! One thing for sure, all five casts have great voice! They all did a really good job.

Honestly, if there is ever a SHOUT! musical here again, I surely won't miss it for the world! I love that show!! A really big thanks again to the lovely Nikki! And a humongous congratulations to all of you for making the show a real blast! *a standing ovation to all of you*

Final Match: Spain vs Nedherlands

The final match is just an hour away. I'm freaking tired today, but I must - I MUST stay awake till the end of the game, it's the final match for goodness sake!

It's 1:45 a.m. now, I'm hungry and tired - but I must stay awake. O.O

15 more minutes to the game!! (Should I eat my cheesy wedges?? Arghhh! It's 2 a.m. and I plan to eat cheese... sigh)

Yaaaaawn...

The players will be going out in a while. The match is about to start!! The anthem songs will play in a while, can't wait for the kick off!

The match has started!

Shoot! Spain almost scored from a free kick! Darn it! It's as if I'm watching the Spain-Germany match all over again. Sigh~

Go Oranje!!!

What a great chance the Oranje missed! Argggh!

No score in the first half. Lots of yellow card is given in this match..

SPAIN WON!!


Sorry birdy, you predicted wrong!!!!

Spain vs Nedherlands Prediction

Tomorrow (July 12, 2.30 a.m. Malaysian time) will be the time where people from all over the world would sit in front of their telly to watch the final match of the World Cup 2010. It can be seen that Spain is the favourite team in this match. Even the so-called octopus psychic predicted the Spaniards would win the World cup.

So far, I watched few of the videos on how the octopus predict the next upcoming match - it always goes to the nearest box. If it is on the right side of the aquarium, it'll pick the box on the right. That's all I'm saying, I'm a bit skeptical on this matter. hurm~~

Anyways, it seems like after the wide-spread news on this psychic octopus, many people claimed that their pet could predict the match as well! Another wide spread news on a psychic pet comes from a neigbouring country - Singapore. The owner claimed that like the octopus, his parakeet predicted that Spain would win the semi-final match against Germany.

What is interesting tho, is that for the final match, while the octopus predicted the Spaniards, the parakeet predicted the Dutch to win the World Cup! This is a match I gotta watch with eyes wide open through out the game.

The bird or the octopus? We'll see it tomorrow - who has the better psychic powers.

-------- U.P.D.A.T.E (12/07/10) --------

The final match between Spain and Netherlands was indeed a game that no one should have missed. Was is fated that the Netherlands were to lose on this match? Although there were many incredible chances for the Netherlands to score a goal or two, it just seemed that despite how hard they tried, it was not meant to be.

The last minute goal by Iniesta (116' a.e.t) was indeed incredible. It happened at the right moment where everyone expected there will be penalty kicks, but instead a sure victory for the Spaniard that left no time for the Dutch to even the score. It was a perfect timing.

I am happy that for once Spain won a World Cup title and they deserved it! And it's hard to say this but here goes - Paul the Octopus was correct. Sigh.

Germany vs Uruguay

It sucks to watch the Germans playing for the 3rd place title against the Uruguay. I was hoping that the Germans would get into the final stage. It was predicted by the so-called psychic Octopus, Paul that in today's match, the Germans would win. In a way I'm hoping its prediction to be wrong, but at the same time I want the Germans to at least get a place in this FIFA 2010. Sigh.

8 more minutes till the game starts.

This match would be the last time that I'll see my Klose in World Cup. Sigh, hope he'll score few goals today in his last World Cup.

The Uruguay team is singing their anthem song now. And now it's the German's anthem. WooHoo, they are wearing their black jersey! Wish I could own that jersey, I bet it'll look great on me, LOL!

The game will start any minute now. Shoot, my Klose won't be playing in today's match!!

Whistle blows - The match kicks off.

10 minutes into the match - Friedrich almost scored a goal for the Germans! I hope Uruguay will win since Klose is not playing in this match. Please let the octopus be wrong!!

19 minutes - Thomas Mueller scored a goal for Germany! Damn!

28 minutes - Edinson Cavani scores for Uruguay!!! YAY~

- Half time -

*no live updates on the match as I fell asleep after the half time =__=" *

When I woke up, the first thing my friend said to me was "Octopus is never wrong" with a smirk on her face. Damn you octopus!

Anyways, the final score for the match was German 3 Uruguay 2.

51' - Diego Forlan (Uruguay)
56' - Marcell Jansen (Germany)
82' - Sami Khedira (Germany)

Tiring Weekends

This is the first time in my life I ever said this - I HATE WEEKENDS! I officially do not have weekends now. Suddenly I feel as if I do not have a life.

Arghhh!

I want to go out. I want to watch something. To eat something fancy. To drink. To sing. To just have a day out where I can go window shopping with food in my hands and a friend I can talk with. If not window shopping, food hunting is good enough.

Sigh..

Grumble grumble grumble says my tummy =_=

o.O"

Sigh...

Maybe it's just me, but I do feel as if you've changed somehow after the incident. You may deny it and you may discard what I say, but it is there and I see, I feel it.

I know, I know, whatever things I say is crap. So this is just my crappy rant on this crappy day.

Changes

I might seem distance and my mind might seem to be somewhere else, but I assure you I am fine. Yes, I do think a lot and sometimes I think too far till it looks as if I am mad or sad, but as a matter of fact, I am actually fine.

Yes, I tend to worry a lot on things that may or may not happen in the future. I know it is not a good thing to do - wasting ones energy to worry on things that one doesn't even know if it might happen or not. It is quite hard for me to change the way I am in this matter, but for now, I am trying to be the best I can, to not worry and think a lot. It might take me a while to make my brain reduce its tendency to process and analyse every small details it gets, but I promise you, I will.

I can see that in a way, bit by bit you're changing your way too. As bad as I am in comforting people, I am also bad in showing my appreciation especially in a face-to-face situation. I might seem like I do not realise you're changing and I might seem to be not effected by it, but truth be told, I am very happy to see the things you do and to hear the things you say. I am elated, but maybe I'm just too cool to show how it makes me feel ^_^"

Thank you for the effort, I promise it won't be in vain. I'll appreciate it till the very end.

Brazil vs Netherlands

This I might say is the most unpredictable match ever!

Personally, I was hoping for the Brazilian team to win over the Dutch. With players like Kaka, Luis Fabiano, Lucio and Robinho just to name a few; there was no way that this team was going home in this quarter-final match.

I was glad to watch that after 10 minutes of the first half, Robinho scored Brazil's first goal. I was confident that somehow Brazil would score another two or three goals after that. But 13 minutes after the second half, everything changed with Felipe Melo's own goal. The Brazilian team, it seems has lost their confidence and composure in the game. It was of course the second goal of the Dutch team by Sneijder on the 68th minute and Felipe Melo's red card that dimmed the chances for the Brazilian's team to regain back its dominance in the match.

Final Score:
Brazil 1 Netherlands 2

SiGh...

Another favourite team of mine is out, now I'm putting all my hopes in the Argentinians!