Changes

I might seem distance and my mind might seem to be somewhere else, but I assure you I am fine. Yes, I do think a lot and sometimes I think too far till it looks as if I am mad or sad, but as a matter of fact, I am actually fine.

Yes, I tend to worry a lot on things that may or may not happen in the future. I know it is not a good thing to do - wasting ones energy to worry on things that one doesn't even know if it might happen or not. It is quite hard for me to change the way I am in this matter, but for now, I am trying to be the best I can, to not worry and think a lot. It might take me a while to make my brain reduce its tendency to process and analyse every small details it gets, but I promise you, I will.

I can see that in a way, bit by bit you're changing your way too. As bad as I am in comforting people, I am also bad in showing my appreciation especially in a face-to-face situation. I might seem like I do not realise you're changing and I might seem to be not effected by it, but truth be told, I am very happy to see the things you do and to hear the things you say. I am elated, but maybe I'm just too cool to show how it makes me feel ^_^"

Thank you for the effort, I promise it won't be in vain. I'll appreciate it till the very end.